Arctic Strides: Running Alaska is a journal of my life’s runs and ambitions. This is a story of my achievements and struggles as I run toward my goals of health, spirituality and mental wellness. I hope that by the end of it all I will have evolved into a better person.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Sunday, January 26, 2014
The Long Run - January 26, 2014
I read somewhere that a black toenail was a right of passage as a runner. That got me thinking - how the heck do you get one of those?
Season after season, mile after mile, no black toenail. Then came the Honolulu Marathon - Bingo! I got that badge of honor I thought would be a signal to the world that I am a runner. A reward to myself that somehow proves that I am a part of a group of people that I so badly want to be a part of.
I bragged to unsuspecting coworkers, family, and even running mates. I told them about the battle I fought to finish my last marathon and how that resulted in my new permanent blemish. Except, it's not so permanent. Today my blemish is no more; my toenail is back to normal, and I couldn't be sadder.
Now that it's gone, I feel a little let down. I thought for sure that like the metal I received for finishing the race, I would have this forever too. They say time heals all wounds, but I thought for sure the scar would never fade.
Arctic Strides would like to know if you have any sentimental scars and how you got them.
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Rest Day - January 21, 2014
I am feeling a little defeated. My shin splints have magnified
into knee pain and ankle pain in my left leg. I am afraid I may have to go see my doctor about
it. The last time I had a similar problem, I was told to take it easy. My
doctor said nothing was wrong, it was just my body telling me to slow down.
I hope that is still the case, but I hate to pay to see a doctor just to have
him say – “Take it easy son.”
Arctic Strides would like to know how you keep your spirits
up when your body is holding you back?
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Cool Down Chat - Jan 19, 2014
I planed a long run (10miles) for Saturday and as I causiously prepared to go I was optimistic about the outcome. However, the pain of a worsening shinsplint set in, and I had to cut the run short. Hobbeling home a level of dissatisfaction settle in and I felt like a newby all over again. Ibprohrine, ice, and ace bandage wraps were my best friends back then and our reunion is bitter sweet.
Friday, January 17, 2014
Cool Down Chat - Jan 17, 2014
I have no run to report on today. I am taking the advice of a friend and RICEing it. The weather we are having would have made for an interesting run - it's raining and tempatures have risen to be a bit above average. My guess is the trails are rather sloppy this morning.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Cool Down Chat - Jan 15, 2014
The trail conditions varied from deep slush to being covered by wind blown snow drifts. Most of the trails were smooth and packed down like normal. I would say that all-in-all the trails were good.
Like most of my runs these days, I was in great company. And as per usual, good company leads to good conversation, which leads me to ask the following question - Arctic Strides would like to know, why do you run? Finish the sentence: I run because _________
Sunday, January 12, 2014
I Run Alaska, Or So I Thought
When I first started running I thought I would keep a blog too.
I titled it, I Run Alaska, but as time went on my entries were fewer and fewer until
they were nonexistent. Then with the New Year, I thought that I should revive it
and made a resolution to do just that. You can imagine my disappointment when I
discovered that I Run Alaska had been claimed by someone else, and that they
even had a following too. At first I was
upset seeing the name I so brilliantly came up with displayed across the
masthead of someone else’s webpage. The new I Run Alaska author had even
created a Twitter and Instagram account using the same handle. At wits end, I sent
“I Run Alaska” a message on Instagram to let him know that I was the original
author and even made some kind of passive aggressive joke to insinuate my lack
of enthusiasm.
After reading some of his entries my disappointment turned
into amazement and even a little envy. I Run Alaska was writing about things
that I had only dreamed of. He had accomplished in three years things I was
only just learning about. I Run Alaska is an ultra-marathoner and six-time
marathon finisher; having run at least
two 50 mile races and one 100 mile race he has transcended from name thief to
legend in my mind. With that, I decided I would embrace the opportunity to create
a new name for my blog and the chance to make a new friend.
Using social media, I messaged the author and asked if he
would like to go for a run sometime; not surprisingly he said yes. A date was
set and friendly notes continued until the day of our scheduled encounter. We
agreed on a meeting time and place and for the first time shook hands. Brandon
is a tall slender guy with a red rugged Alaskan kind of beard; he has blues eyes,
a great smile, and an impressive outlook on life. A local boy from Eagle River, he is a UAA
grad. He works for a division of the state, but I can’t recall which. Married
with two kids, Brandon has a son and a daughter and, again not surprisingly, seems
to love everything about being a husband and father.
I asked him what inspired his running and how he got started
– like most of us, he wanted to get healthy, lose weight, and accomplish something
bigger than himself. He met the challenge head on, lost more than 90 pounds and
ran a sub five marathon his first year. He’s a pretty likeable guy and very
easy to talk to, so it should come to no surprise that he made friends in the
running community very quickly. It wasn’t
too long before someone turned him onto
the idea that running 100 miles was a good one. The Resurrection 100 was his
first 100 mile race and if you have some time, I would encourage you to read more
about it on Brandon’s blog; it’s a great story.
Our chance encounter turned out to be a pretty good one and
after running 9.5 miles together in 20- something temperatures I would defiantly
say I made a new friend. The name I Run
Alaska I am now happy to concede to a very deserving runner. I am glad to have
met Brandon and look forward to reading more about his many races, and perhaps
to join him on a few myself.
Cool Down Chat - Jan 12, 2014
After a 9.5 mile run yesterday with my new running friend, my left ankle is killing me. The trails were perfect and the temps were just right, but maybe I put in just a few miles more than I was prepared for this early in my training.
Arctic Strides wants to hear your best at home remedies for those aches and pains we all get from running.
Friday, January 10, 2014
Cool Down Chat - Jan 10, 2014
Cool Down Chat - 1/10/14
The trail conditions were a lot like the sandy beaches of
Hawaii only they were covered in snow. So like any "normal" Alaskan,
I did my best to take advantage of the situation. I imagined the warm sun
shining down on me cooking my skin until I'm a lovely shade of golden brown. I
pretended the wind from the cars zooming past me was warm trade-winds of the
pacific, and the whooshing sound was the sea. Aah - it was a blissful run today.
Confession: I hit the snooze button at least three times
before I finally made it out of bed to lace up my shoes and hit the trails.
Arctic Strides would like to know what motivates you to get out of bed every day.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Too Early?
Wednesday morning - it's 4:30 and I am already hustling and bustling around the house grabbing this and that before I head out the door for an extra early morning run. I never feel like it's too early to head out until about twelve hours latter. When the afternoon comes and all I can think about is taking a nap.
I wonder how other people train. Are there other "extra early" morning runners like my running partner and me? Is there a consensus on the best time of day to run? I would love some feed back. So if you're reading this, Arctic Strides would like to know - when's the best time of day to run and how do you get over the afternoon slump?
Monday, January 6, 2014
Cool Down Chat - Jan 6, 2014
The trails were groomed really well tonight. It made for fast cross country skiing, and even faster running. It made for a great start to a long training season.
Thursday, January 2, 2014
Honolulu – The Best, Worst Run of My Life
Honolulu – The Best, Worst Run of My Life
On Monday I ran for the first time since the Honolulu
Marathon; it has been more than 20 days since that grueling, best, worst run of
my life.
The Honolulu Marathon is one of the most fun races I have
ever done, both times. However, this year was little different. I didn’t train
as well as I should have and was completely unprepared for the drastic weather
change from Alaska to Hawaii. My last training run in Alaska, was at 15 degrees
Fahrenheit; 17 degrees below the freezing point. My next race, the Honolulu
marathon, reached a high of more than 85 degrees. It was awful. I watched
people being loaded into ambulances, people cramping up due to dehydration, and
people stopped at every hydration station looking for something to cool their
blistered lungs. I didn’t hesitate to stop at each one myself. It’s lucky there
were so many.
The race started at 5am with a burst of fireworks and a
sudden wave of energy that moved the crowd of more than 22,000 forward. It was
one of the best feelings in the world. I began my journey about a half-mile
away from the starting line; it took close to 20 minutes to get all the way to
the front where I could actually start running.
I end up mixed in with all levels of runners at the start of
every race. There are kids, old people, walkers, joggers, and even people in
costumes; everyone seems to be in my way. The beginning of a race is where a
runner makes or breaks a run. Far too often I let my competitive nature
overtake me; I end up wasting energy trying to zigzag my way through the crowd
of runners I believe are just obstacles blocking my big finish. As I attempt to
progress past the flocks of people, I try to memorize what they are wearing,
and what they look like. I don’t want anyone that I worked so hard to pass, to
pass me later. Unfortunately when I do this, by mile three I already begin to
feel my muscles protest. I spent the first mile trying to pass as many people
as possible; had I been more patient, I would have passed all those people
anyways, and it wouldn’t have cost me so many important calories.
***
The best parts of the race are the sections of the course
that are actually in Honolulu. The city, although mostly asleep, is there to
greet me with the warmest smile. Officers stand in intersections blocking
traffic just for me, and as I run by I shout out “Thank You,” or maybe
“Mahalo.” Fans line up along the dew covered sidewalks yelling things in
Japanese that I can’t understand, but somehow I know they’re words of encouragement.
At this point in the race, my energy level is still very high and everyone
seems so excited about running 26.2 miles in a Hawaiian paradise. As the sun
begins to rise, my mood begins to change. As the temperature climbs, and the
day grows brighter, runners grow weaker, even the fans seem a little less
energetic.
As I exit the major hubs of the city and begin to climb the
hills surrounding Diamondhead I can see the ocean and feel the cool breeze
coming off the sea. I transcend the sweat, heat, and pain, and remember I am in
Hawaii, the tropic trophy of the Pacific. Gradually, transcendence slips back
to reality and that trophy begins to tarnish in the heat. After 13 very long
miles, my lack of proper training, and the elements overcome me. Unable to run
any further, I walk.
Exhausted, and a little dehydrated, I still have a lot of
hope and drive inside me. I am determined to finish the race. From time to
time, I muster the energy to sprint a short distance. Blisters form on my toes
and the balls of my feet. My shoes are soaked with water and sweat. My heavy
shirt and underpants chaff me raw. Pain. Fatigue. I want to quit. I want to
throw myself down to the ground and sleep, but I don’t.
At mile 15, despair settles in and whispers “you will never
reach the finish line”. Each mile is another monster I must face; I must fight.
Each victory however short-lived brings the realization there is yet another mile,
another monster I have to face and defeat.
At mile 21, E.M.T’s doing chest compressions load an elderly
woman into an ambulance on a stretcher. The runners with the lady (all
strangers from what I can tell) look confused. One of them says something like,
“I caught her as she began to fall.” I keep walking; what else can I do?
Another hydration station and bags of ice line the road. I
hobble as fast as I can to the ice and throw myself down on top of it like a
kid in the first snow of the year. For a second, I’m home. I can’t stay long,
because the longer I stay still; the harder it is to get moving again.
With just a little less than five miles left, my spirits
begin to pick up and I look forward to crossing the finish line. Several other
Alaskans recognize my Alaskan printed cycling shirt and chat with me along the
course. People from: Eagle River, Wasilla, Fairbanks, and even Juneau. Looking
at the roster now, I see there were 25 Alaskan finishers, some of which came
from the most remote of Alaskan communities, like Salcha, Kotzebue, and
Bethel.
The last mile. The last mile welcomed me like a long lost
friend. I meet a wonderful woman from Juneau, who has lived in Hawaii for the
last decade or so. We chat about all kinds of things, but mostly the weather.
She explains how the volcanic fog hanging in the air affects most of the
runners. The fog traps in some of the heat and creates more humidity than
normal. She tells me it is a horrible day to go running, and then with a smile
says, “you better start going, the finish line is less than 50 yards away and
you want to look good for your finisher photos.”
My family waits for me in the crowds of people, and I know
they cheer for me. I don’t want to let them down, so I run for it. I put on a
smile, power through the pain, and run across that finish line. As I cross over
the markers I hear my name from across the barrier gates and see my wife, kids,
and my in-laws. They smile, and wave, and cheer for me.
***
I cannot begin to explain the emotions I feel each time I
finish a race, and see them there. The support and encouragement my family
offers, overwhelms me at times. The love I feel, brings tears to my eyes.
I finished the race in 6 hours 30 minutes. It was awful, it
was hard, it was the most painful experience of my life, but it was worth it.
It was an amazing accomplishment, and wonderful opportunity to learn about
myself. It is a reminder that the limits I put on myself often fall short of
what I am truly capable of.
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